
Better Days Ahead
Written by Nur Afiqah
Poetry recited during ClubHeal's Book Launch entitled " Patience and Gratitude".

Inspired by the intricate details of the universe
I hold a cup of tea
Looking out the window
I see the sun rising high up in the horizon
I feel a little melancholy
As I am trying to survive through the cracks of my life
One after another, I hop onto shaky grounds
Feeling scared and uncertain,
the feeling wraps me like a cocoon
the feeling haunts me wherever I go
The uncertainty that entraps in my own small world
the feeling that sinks into the depth of my soul
One after another, I overcome each small obstacle
Slowly but surely
One after another, I hop onto danger that lurks around me like a shadow
It is tiring and yet unfathomable what these obstacles will lead me to
Will it lead me closer to the unknown of the universe like a black hole?
Yet, there is always the light at the end of the tunnel,
Hope springs eternal
Hope gives rise to compassion and resilience
Hope is the guiding pathway to the edges of the universe
Without hope, there will only be darkness and no light
With prayer, comes hope and ease.
With prayer comes the conversation with the higher power
To desperately trying to get His attention
To desperately trying to get him to listen to my prayers
With prayer, things become more clearer
like how rainy days clear out the haze in the sky,
With hope, things become more optimistic with clear guidance
The feeling of hopelessness as more obstacles come your way
the feeling that things cannot be resolved through your way
the tightness of the chest as you hardly breathe in air
But know that hope and prayer are two elements that clear the haze
The haze of uncertainty and hopelessness
Let’s hope for better days ahead
Let’s pray for better days to come.
Life can be challenging at times
Life can be cruel
But life has its purpose
Life is a divine engineered story
A story that tells of varying plots
Let life guide you to be who you are meant to be
Stay calm and be patient with what lies ahead.
The passage of time
Written by Nur Afiqah

The passage of time binds us together
The passage of time weaves the bond we have
Over time, depression leave us slowly
Leave us slowly like how water recedes from its place
Depression is like a long wave of darkness that hit
Depression is like the cloudy storms that pass me by
It activates the low mood cycle that turns me into despair
Time will tell when the depression will leave me
Will it leave me now?
Will it escape into the black hole and never return?
Only time will tell.
When the heaviness of the immense pain coming to me
Like soft wind
It stands to trap me into fantasy
Where sadness and despair rule my world
With no sense of guilt
With no sense of remorse
It hits me so badly
Till I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe the air that is supposedly manifesting calm and tranquility
I can’t help it but feel that the time will help us to get through this battle
A battle that is both dark and painful
A battle that only the heart can feel
A battle to be won
To escape from the trail of depression
I foresee the time that it will leave me
Leave me alone for the time being
I can’t stand this pain that overwhelms me
That makes me tear
I can’t seem to take control over it
When it seems to gain control over me.
Over time, it will leave me slowly
Slowly back into where it belongs
It belongs to the universe
Let this depression leaves me slowly
It is killing me softly
Pain
Written by Nur Afiqah

The pain is intangible
It is like a deep sword cutting through the veins
The pain forms part of my life
The pain envelops the cranial nerves.
Inversion of pain is pure pleasure
And dopamine reaction
The depressing war of emotions crept through me
My persistent crick does not define me as a person
Pain makes me feel unease
How can we transfer pleasure to pain?
Pain unearths our true potential of our tolerance to pain
Does pain function well in our mind?
It pricks the mind that sticks hard into our deepest memory
Pain is a relentless battle against time.
Emotions as my guide
Written on the 9th April 2021

I am just human
With emotions
I may be seen as sensitive and emotional.
But that is how I navigate through life
My emotions guide me to make decisions.
My emotions guide me to feel for people
My emotions guide me to care more for others than for myself
My emotions guide me to show kindness to self and others
My emotions with intuition guide me in my musicality
Emotions are a gift from the universe
Emotions are a gift worth recognition
It helps us to make sense of our world that is known for its tough love.
I may not be the best person to be with
I may not be the best person to seek help from
But I will be better being for myself
I will be a better being for others
The essence of Love.
Written on 9 April 2021
