Alhamdullilah!
Things are getting better and the issue has seen in the light of truth.
Due to my shortcomings and my fried brain, I only got my closure today. It has been hanging for the past few months. I am right. It will just be another rejection. I just know it. And my brother is right. A guy will never ever fall in love with me because I am different. From today onwards, my heart is only for Allah and Rasulullah s.a.w strictly. Guys are all the same. They are playful and not afraid to hurt a girl's feelings no matter how much taqwa they have in their hearts. 
Our hearts did not move the same distance. Allah did not move our hearts together. What I feel is such a delusion from this world. Nothing will change the fact that I have been rejected from the start.
I feel totally embarrassed and disgusted. 
This is my test for Allah to strengthen my faith. 
I forbid myself from any communication with his family and I will never intercede for his family in judgement day. 
I have to continue my responsibility as a friend of Allah and I accept that I will be single forever like Rabiatul Adawiyah. 
I forbid my family's descendants from having ties with his family. 
I will turn my back against his family and I will never see eye to eye to any of them. At the end of the day, the best of people will still hurt me even without any intentions.